Progress

Since I had Hola I've done a lot of things that I would not consider the greatest but I have no regrets. I feel like the last five years of my life I have done things that contradict my morals and beliefs. Needless to say after meeting Nate and he being a return missionary and being an active member, I feel like I have that push I've always needed to get my life back in order, back to what I've always seen it would be when growing up. I read a friend's blog, actually the person who invited me to be a blogger, and she was talking about people who judge and being judged and I thought of so many reasons why I had left and stopped going to church but then I realized people will be people, we are only human but the church will never change, it's truthfulness will always be. Shame on me for being so quick to anger and for feeling so offended by such dumb words spoken by the mouths of those who aren't perfect, those who are just like me! In this realization I am forced to see that once again it was a lesson learned, another piece to my puzzle, to my story! When all is said and done what was said is in the past, what I've done, my mistakes, my wrong-doings, have made me who I am, have strenghtened me as an individual and have helped mold who I want to be as a companion, a mother, a sister, a daughter, and a friend. I am continually thankful for my life's lessons, my crazy, wild yet oh so thoughtful and loving family, and my amazing, wonderful friends!! My time is precious and there seems to never be enough hours in the day to do what I want and need but it's nice to know that there are always great people to surround me and help me make use of what time I have! Thank you!